It's a very pivitol moment in life for me now. Or at least tomorrow will be.

Tomorrow I will be e-mailling Lawrence University declining their scholarship interview which I think offically relinquishes me from attending there. I've made the decision to not go to LU. I don't know if this suprises anyone... it suprised Betso, though, when I told her I'd probably be going to UMM instead. She looked at me with wide eyes and said something like "*Gasp* But you wanted to go to Lawrence so Bad!"

Yes, I did... but I didn't know the things about myself that I knew now. I didn't know what I wanted to do this summer, but now I do... and I have the opportunity to attend a school where I can pursue what I want to. And not to mention actually know some people on campus.

So there you have it. My future, I think. Soon I will be a Cougar.

There went sanity,
Manda