Fourteen days until I move in to college-land. FOURTEEN! What the hell am I doing moving into college? I still feel like a high schooler. I'm not even close to being ready. I still have a crapload of stuff to buy, I haven't even begun packing in the slightest sense, I haven't even contacted my roommate! Ack! K...I'm done now. But seriously, I'm scared. I mean, I'm really excited and everything, but at the same time, I'm really apprehensive. I'm the first one leaving for school, none of my friends are going there (though an EGFer and I have promised to join forces so neither of us is alone), and I'm gonna have to start all over. Obviously starting over has its advantages and cool aspects for which I'm very excited, but right now because of my stress I'm kind of concentrating on the scary side. ;) I am very relieved that I have my drama buddies who are going there for someone to know, but it's gonna be weird to be one of approximately 2000 incoming freshmen. That's a lot more than our humble 128-person graduating class. Granted, I really like the idea that I can't possibly know everyone in my class, but it's also adding in the small-fish-in-a-big-pond feeling. Ah well, I'm positive it'll be really awesome once I get there, but it's just the waiting that's killing me. I really want to see all of my friends before I go. I hope that'll work out. I'm considering throwing a final karaoke party before I go, so I can really jam with mah peeps. ;) I hope people will come. *muwah!* ~Lana~